Missing Shanny, her Birthday is in 7 days and I should be excited about her 25th Birthday, not sad or missing her. I should be planning her birthday dinner and Christmas presents. I should be excited about Christmas but I am not.
I am excited about Kara getting married, she deserves so much happiness. I am looking forward to dress shopping with Kara and Crystal. I am excited that Crystal and my granddaughter live closer and I am excited that Jerod has a nice girlfriend.
Feeling both ends of the spectrum is exhausting and I sometimes think that is why my head hurts so much lately.